loves, lost

My heart was first with Sayid.

Sayid Hassan Jarrah.

He was beautiful. Dark. Mysterious.

I didn't understand why anyone would fancy Jack or Sawyer...

But when Sayid fell for Shannon, I lost some respect for him. A lot, really.

I got over it quickly. It barely hurt.


Then I noticed Jack - the perfect combination of dreamy, flawed and brilliant. He was fragile enough to love in earnest. My heart krept into his and there it lived for quite a while.

I never loved Sawyer. I never even wanted to. I get his sex appeal. I guess. But I never loved him. Not once.


But then Desmond. Oh beautiful Desmond. Perfection thy name is Desmond. My heart is his forever.

Oh and also these humans aren't real humans.

I will love him always.